Just realised how much it hurts to be push down by the one you love and how much the heart shattered into pieces. Banging my head was insane but I did it. Inflicting pain on myself was the only way to take away the heartache and to bring me back to reality. Sorry Cheng An for deceiving you. I didn't forget anything but remembered every single thing that took place. All I need is just time! Yeap, time to rewind everything back to as it. I would be more fragile as before, stronger as it comes. The pain on my butt and my back, it would be kept silent. I would just be the hush girl behind your back.