Where's the magical hand with love? I need it so badly. The wind in my stomach is killing me. Diarrhea is here to haunt me again. Supposely to leave the house now but how am I suppose to go in this state. Grrr! i really need to abstain from milk stuff & cold drinks. It's difficult but I will make it. Motivate me, friends! Almost done with packing of clothes! :) & because of packing my clothes, I feel so smart suddenly!