oh well, read the text messages between my beloved brother and me. me: my bill heng also going in. gor. i feel terrible. it feel empty in heart always returning to the empty house (yesterday) gor: when he going in? you okay? (today) me:12 dec. dont think so. these few days, my heart feels extremely empty. i thought yesterday's session will make me feel better but after all the emptiness still returns. what time you booking in? gor: now... sorry sis.. i meet you after i book out again :) just text me okay? :) empty because you miss wei hao? me: all right! i will. not only that i am suspecting of getting depression. :/ anyway feeling empty doesnt means miss Weihao! sighs. i just simply dont comprehend why do i feel empty inside my heart? i'm left with 7 more papers to go for my Os; after that it will be liberation. i can foresee my holidays busy working or else chilling out; no more home stay for me. i'm elated that i had the companion of my 11 years of friend, Kho Yu Ting! YT! look here! your big big name is on my blog! honoured?! may we be the best of friends till death do us apart! YT! you had better shower the Levis wallet with LOVE! :D baby! get well! i had always missed you. bill broke the promise.