In loving memory of TEO LIWEI. you would always be loved and remembered by us. may you be well and happy. i did not catch a wink last night. the moment, i closed eyes, Liwei appeared into my mind. i moved to the living room, hoping to catch some sleep but i just could not. the moments of him being my GL in CRAB FARM appeared, the moments of me talking to him appeared, the photographs of CS with him appeared in mind. the flashback plays like a film strip. i cannot deny the fact that i take CS & LW as my idol couple. i believed they had fought well together. CS, be strong. *hugs* i also wish to be in your shoes to understand how you felt but i just could not. i know at times, i am treating you coldly. after the break-up, there seems to be a bridge between us. this bridge is not easy to break it down unless me and you are determined too. i am afraid to clap alone as though i am the only one giving the random and putting my endless effort into something that no one appreaciate. it is fact i am living in the dark shadow. i know i have to be opened up to you but...... i am sorry. if you choose to leave, i would not stop you. i choose to walk on till i am certain what i want.