i did not had a perfect sleep last night. D: tonight i must catch up on my sleep! i must sleep well! just now i was standing at the bus-stop aimlessly, staring at the different couples walking past me hand in hand, watching groups and groups of people walking by; many thoughts ran past my mind. in short, i miss being single. i totally forgot what is compromising, what is giving in, what is being in love, what is the feeling of joy of having a companion... oh man! this proves how sicked and tired of me for facing this situation. the messages i received, made me feel more numb, made me ponder more, made me comtemplate more whether the feelings is still there... i realised it was a need to put you through this or else we both will suffer more in future. for our sake, i will dry up my tears and stand firm. baby wh missed call me at 12.37 pm today. i thought he wanted to ask what happened but he told me,'i think i accidentally pressed!'. i heaved a sigh of relief when i heard this. i refused to let him hear me crying once again on the phone. :D lovesss!