& my mum is returning back once again. i'm still unprepapre for her questionings why this & that between us. how i wish ya with me for once but it seems that it's only i wish. woke up early as i couldnt sleep back. woke up in the middle night to check for messages. i'm delighted to receive at least one message from you. ^^ it lightens my worries & makes my heart pitapat with excitement. :D & i dont want to stay home. i want to meet dearest. :)