i was having minor giddy today in school. i wonder what is wrong too? maybe i am just pondering too hard about that matter. it is vividly clear that i kept something me. i think only my dear sister knows about it. i need enlightenment, i need advice, i need comfort, i need a shoulder, i need hugs, i NEED... i am really very lost now. i simply do not where am i suppose to head to. i do not what am i suppose to do. i do not what have i really done my part. i do not know!!! BUDDHA, DADDY, MUMMY, SISTER englighten me!