it's almost 1 year since we... it's just memory flashback. now it's christmas season & i keep having flashback of us with this song being played. just liked a filmstrip being played with just photos. though everything was less than 6 hours, but it seems that it took more than a day to occured these memories between us. a picture that speaks thousand words. all those happenings, have you buried?

you meant everything to me. though i'm tire & drained up by our conflicts, but i still telling myself to determine on. if i give up on you means i'm giving up on myself. i just keep remembering that you told me that i'm not understanding enough. just this sentence can really let me think twice whether am i really good enough for you.

back to SBM. peace & calm mind enlighten me when i left SBM. how much i missed, how many people that i missed; endless of how much. just as i pay respect to the buddha, i felt wonderful. buddha just beside me. how much SBM has changed. i just cherished the time when i'm back there. buddha be with me always! *sadhu-sadhu-sadhu*