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Saturday, 17 November 200710:27:00 pm
it's been days since i last blogged! it's been busy days for me. chalet, working, daily routine & meeting up with friends. i'm dead trying to recall what i wanna typed out in my diary... chalet was great except in the conflict part! i was BBQing for them for sometime. MR Z set up the fire. so great to have 4N1 gathering & sleep over. my first time attending class chalet & so great. i was having so much laughter & enjoyment though i was tired. i admit i did teared in the chalet as i do miss those funny peeps! & of course talking to my love, CCJ for some stuff; reminiscing those past times & etc... miracle was i didnt sleep throught the whole night! Kelly & me totally went crazy. nonsense & rubbish was uttering from our mouths & we were laughing like no one's business! i realised OHANA guys dont covered blanket when they are in LALALAND. i helped BEN, MR Z & TERRENCE to cover blanket. *I'M MISS NICE!* i cabbed home with BEN, KELLY & CCJ. the taxi driver took the PIE instead of ECP & we were caught in the jammed. dead luckily that at least the vehicle was moving slowly every seconds. CCJ slept on my shoulder followed by KELLY! BEN was sleeping like dead pig at the front seat! the 3 of them looked cute when they were sleeping in lalaland... CCJ wanna complaint about that taxi driver & he messaged me to thank me for lending him my shoulder! :B anyway my shoulder is free to all my great friends! C: just came to know that even MR Z also felt our chemistry. MR Z felt chemistry but wasnt sure whether it was sisterly-brotherly or couple... 1 thing i'm ensured was between us there's no sisterly-brotherly chemistry nor couple chemistry; there's no way we can even go further than friends. after so long, the answers i got back was my own wishful part of thinking. no matter how people around us are telling me, my feelings for BILL wouldnt change. i might be selfish that i'm not giving him time to think to clear his doubt & confuseness as i tried entering his world but totally i cant. sometimes i just simply dont understands what he thinks. his thinking really kinda of insane & difficult to understand. &.... i just realised on wed, 141107, early evening, that whenever i'm lost & when i turned my head back, i will always see him with me to give a hand. just liked he's always right in front of me whenever i'm in trouble. how i wished whenever i turned my head back i wouldnt see him but YOU. i know it's impossible as we are in same school & class there's no way it can happens. i'm so lost after 141107. i'm wondering if i'm on the right track with you. although i was very firm when i told MR Z & CCJ that i chose you but i still feel insecure. i dont know why am i feeling like this. somehow after that 3 days, i totally dont wanna think far for us but somehow i cherished you even more. after reading that post i really felt lost & i totally cant sensed that you belonged only to me but i still pretend that i'm fine with everything. i somehow lost my way to express out everything to you & i got to surpress it in my heart. i dont know why too. i think i need ya reassurance & maybe a good talk with you. my feelings lead me to you but where will you lead me too? work is great. definitely enjoying my life in QUEST. just got my tag yesterday & i'm loving it. i'm just like a permanent staff. just that i'm taking over Sarah primary bar coding for single profile & i'm kinda of little stressed as i'm the only doing single profile while others are busying with their profiles. learnt allocation & proper scanning. *my scanning skills really sucks* today purposely met up with HUIYING to get farewell cards for them. i really cried as they taught & guided me when i first entered QUEST. PRIS & SARAH just liked my elder sisters who taught & guided me much & now i got to be independent. can i turn back to time with them? QUEST is a big big family with enjoying & busy moments; solved problems for one another. i cant imgained what will happen on the 10 dec as it's my last day in QUEST. yea! it's confirmed! while i'm getting more familiar with QUEST people, the more i wouldnt want to leave. it's the feeling stuff but hopefully i will be back... baby wh! thanks for your sudden message. i appreaciate & please take care. PRIS&SARAH... please visit us! we will miss you! pizza 1 day at QUEST! JJ? ya a nice & great friend. my 4 JIES; i miss you so!!!
dearest dear,
somehow to other people it's complicate but will entagle this knot together to carry on with our smooth journey. i know it's tedious for both of us as sms is the only way of communicating now. & life of both of us is always changing every moment. & it's almost 3 weeks since we last met. i'm holding on as i remembered how firm was I when I answered them so you got to be mine! i love you!Y
my nose is giving me probs & i lost my e-z link card again when i just paid for my bus-pass. DAMN! anyway congrats dad for striking 4D which is my birth cert no! :B

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