Friday, 3 August 20077:10:00 pm
thanks to Gomez. she totally spoilt my great morning. before 9 am, i really gave her a very bad attitude that she shouted so loud in the class! *LIKE i CARE!* she gave me HIS paper! i was feeling very good in the morning. as she gave me his close passage to do; my mood was totally in rubbish. i was scolding ~!#$%^&* in front of her & mostly my classmates turned & looked at me. the moment i saw HIS BIG NAME, i turned behind & showed BEN. at that moment, BEN knew what was going on & totally understood how i really felt. though today meant something to us but i wasnt having flash back & stuff till GOMEZ gave me HIS BLOODY PAPER. it really affects me!!! i didnt vent any emotions on anyone. i kept to myself; acted normal. except GOMEZ; she totally got a disaster from me. & remaining of the day today was really full of flash back. i really dont wanna have any more bad memories flash back.
the farewell party that the company & YA given us was so touching. the gifts given by them were very nice! it totally melts my heart. i deeply appreaciate what they did. half-way through, they went for NDP parade rehearsal! congrats SUHAINI for being the PC! Afiq being the OBSERVANCE DAY PC! Congrats, friends! well done, girls! 3 of us definitely be back next year! wait for us!
PS, i love you.
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