Calista;永婷
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Monday, 2 April 200711:10:00 pm
somehow what happened to CAI did affect me. just now when i adviced her unknowingly i just shed tears. it seems that i haven walked out of my own darkness of past. i'm just wondering when will it be that i stop thinking about the regretful decision i made in the past. i admit it's a mistake that i made that i'm gonna regret it for life. i know after i adviced CAI, this had been haunting since that moment. i know i let my emotions took over me just now. it was my mistakes that i didnt control my emotions properly. if only i can just stop thinking about this mistake.
to my dearest CAI. this route is just the beginning. down the route is gonna be much more worst than this. the amount of tears ya gonna shed wouldnt be this little, gonna be much much much more in the time to come. tomorrow's not promise but you are in control of your own day. be happy in all means, yeah? Y
i'm sorry to my dearest hubby. i'm sorry. i let my emotions took over me. let you worried. worried til you call me & couldnt fall asleep. i cant control & couldnt stop thinking. last night was just beyond my own control. ease your mind, okay? i'm really fine. thanks for coaxing me to sleep last night. indeed you did bring smile back. 我爱你. Y
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