Tuesday, 6 March 20075:58:00 pm
it's 070307 tomorrow~ i'm scarce. seriously i am. first time visiting the specialist alone. i'm kinda of wondering what will the specialist says. i shall admit that i'm worried for my case. i seriously dont wanna go for operation. i dont wanna go under knife; i prefer a jab. i regretted for my depression. *sigh*
i'm tired. my enegry is drained out already. what do you really want from me? do you really LOVE AISAH? did you really took her as my replacement? i really cant even give ya attention as a friend; to me ya just dead. i feel lost now because of you. after what happened during english period, my heart was lost. somehow the feeling of being love & to love is gone. the happiness in it seems to be gone. just when can you allow me to live happily & peacefully?
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