whatever it can be. i'm too tire to confide my friends & stuff. how far can i go on? yesterday morning once again coz of him, my mum cried again. i asked my mum what happened but she simply refused to tell me what happened. i gave up & dont want to continue asking. i just dont want to elaborate more for the others. what more can i say? now here he is in the coffee shop making my mum go bonkers again. telling people that he resign from his job because of the family. family is always giving him problem but actually the fact is that he was the one who always cause the problem. i just cant continue blogging what has happened. i'm breaking down into pieces. everyday just the same. have internal conflicts, susipicious, doubts, venting of temper. i just wanna go back to SPORE asap. can i have a happy heart once again?