yesterday went back to sbm for sharing. smelling the incense & flowers; having puja & meditation with others; listening & learning dharma by xiong & ming once again; the feeling of being in my second home is back. it was time for me to be back. haiz. looking at ANANDA's attendance yesterday, my heart cant helped it but to feel heart pain. before leaving the house was wonderful & perfect. *sigh* time to get back to help my beloved GOR with others. CAPT was right it wasnt my fault only; it was everybody's fault. i have the confidence & faith to bring back the house back into 1 piece with ANANDA's appointment holders! we can do it! C= GOR! MEI is real sorry. delayed my return 1 month later. somehow i heard you calling my name silently when you dropped into the well but didnt bothered about you till now. real SORRY GOR! time to wake up le!!! i have made the first step for you already. others must do it yourself le. i will always be here to give you the support you need with the others. learned to be open with others hor? MEI is always here for you. love GOR. <3 yesterday before going to sbm, met GOR. talked many stuff at BK. funny thing is we always like to say anything than ite GOR got to made the decision to 'kidnapped' me. bring me to the 'kopitiam' but actually is hawker centre. then after that we go temple offer incense. haha. so surprise GOR goes there to offer incense. keke. then went to sbm. after that went to PS with bert then GOR came to look for us after meeting then got a small meeting at LJS. keke. yesterday see KELLY so happy! she must had a wonderul day with them. so long didnt heard KELLY say she enjoyed her day le. see her so happy i also very happy. hope SI JIE also had fun too. sorry KELLY. shouldn't have vent my temper on you during chemistry lesson on friday. haiz i make 5 careless mistake for chmeistry. there goes my A2. =C gettting report book back on WED! *nervous* hoping to get good grades. C: doing linkies NOW!!!